all good things eventually come to an end, thus, this is my last update on here...

oh Wednesday, i went to Kev M's house cause all the guys were sleepin over there. but before i went we played laser tag. i was sooo bad at it. we played 2 games, both against some other people who were there. first game we lost badly. but for the second game, the other team was short a person, so everyone booted me to the other side, and of course my friends won!  that lasted for 40 minutes total. after that, i had to go home and get stuff for the sleepover. then i went to Blockbuster, and rented "40-Year-Old Virgin", unrated of course. but i didnt realize u couldnt rent without a card, so i applied for a card, and got it. then we went to Shoprite and got some wings and snacks for the night. then we went to Kev's house. dinner was pizza from Pizza Hut, we had that while watching "House of Wax". everyone said Paris Hilton's in it, which would make her the lead actress, but she wasnt! i was soo happy that Elisha Cuthbert was in it!!!! but it sucked when her finger got cut off that was horrible. at least she made it to the end though .  after that, we saw 40 year old virgin, it was hilarious as always. since it was unrated, there were few extra scenes in there. after the movies, we set up some friendly wrestling matches. of course there wasnt much space so the area was small. yes, i was forced into some matches, but i made it out. i had a whole lotta buffalo wings, along with some mozzeralla sticks, and didnt sleep the whole nite. at around 6:30, i put on "The Island". i didnt stay for it though, i left while everyone was sleepin (well only Kev was up). so i went home, then i suddenly felt nauseous and started vomiting. my mom said its cause i ate a lot, and the food didnt digest cause i didnt sleep, thats y i vomited. so after that, i just went to sleep from about 9am to 3pm. Thursday, i didnt do much since i slept most of the day.

Friday, i was supposed to go to PA, but plans kept changin so much that i ended up not going. i instead went to Nin's house. i hung out there, then in the evening, we were plannin on goin to Red Lobster. there was a 1 1/2 hr wait, so we went to Chili's. on the way, we saw these girls in a car, and decided to pursue them.we kept honkin at them, but they never looked our way! i wasnt drivin cause i had a bottle in my hand, so i was having fun lol. then after Chili's, Nin drove back again. so we're at a light, and he accidentally stalled it (he had boots on, and the car has a really soft clutch). some guy behind us honked like crazy, so after we went, we slowed on the right lane, and let them go. it was some guy in a Acura 3.2CL, so of course we gave em the finger. he got in front of us, and tried blockin us, but Nin's too good for that, so we went on the left, and Nin gave him the finger and gave him a scary, cold stare. the guy's wife was definitely scared lol. i think there was someone in the back too but not sure. we were near a light that was yellow, so Nin took it, but the guy didnt, prob cause he was intimidated.  that was the highlight of my night. i got home at 10:30, and slept at 12:50. i woke up at 1:21 lol (i kept wakin up in between though).

so this is my last xanga entry, most because i dont feel comfortable writing here. its been fun writing on here, and i know i'll definitely miss writin here. i've decided that i'm definitely moving out of Jersey, no question about it. for now, i'm just lookin for a job. so i'll end it of at this...take care and have a happy and safe 2006...

wow, havent updated in over a week, i guess i should update...
    on Monday, i took my dad's truck, then picked up Nin, and me and Nin went to Tony's house, cause Nin had to get some clothes he had left over from the weekend. so we picked it up then went for lunch nearby, and got 2 steaks  (mine was pizza steak) along with 2 cheese fries and soda. after lunch we went back to Tony's house, cause first time we went they were on the way back home, so when they got back, we went back. after our full lunch, we had to eat even more there. i managed to fill myself up there. after that, i went back to Nin's house, pickin up Nanu on the way (he was at the gym). then when i got back to Nin's house, on the fone i finally broke some news to my parents: i dropped out of skool a while ago. we had a talk for 4 min and 27 sec bout it, then i went in Nin's house and tried to calm myself down. Then me, Nin, Nan, and Nan's dad went to look for a fone for Nin's dad. he ended up gettin a black RAZR (verizon service). after that, me and Nin went to drop off Nin's mom at work, then we came back and chilled at Nin's house for a bit. me and Nin worked out for a while, then we got ready and went back to Tony's house. we played cards (28) from like 11pm-2am, then i dropped off Nin and got home at around 3.
    On Tuesday, i had an interview for a job. its $9 an hr, from 2pm to 9pm, but only problem is its 23 miles (one-way!) from my house, so its a crazy drive. and my parents def dont want me doin it, so thats another problem. my parents had a LONG talk bout it, so yea...
    On Wednesday, i went to Pace University. in september, we went in 2 cars to help my sister move in. for movin out, we used 1 car, but we went 2 days, Wednesday and Thursday. my dad wanted me to drive there, which is the main reason i went. but when i got there, i had to do some moving, since i was the strongest one there   after all that, we went home, and i put the stuff away. then i went to the city (meetin Ben on the way) where i met up with Becky, Betsy, Christy, Litten, and my sister. we took pics and hung out there, then had chicken and rice for dinner. the Rockerfeller tree is quite smaller from last year, but still a sight to see. best part of that night: as we were walkin away, i heard LAST CHRISTMAS!!!!  that soo made my night, after a week, of course i still remember that part. well, we then left and me and Ben went back for wat would be an interesting nite. we dropped off C&R at Nin's house, then went driving around. we went to Rutgers and was there from 4am till like 6:30am. then i went home, and Ben went back (his car was at my house).
    Thursday i slept from about 8am to 2pm. then in the evening, my parents went to Pace again to pick up my sister and the rest of the stuff. i was busy at home tryin to record some songs, but it was soundin weird, so i gave up on it temporarily. nothin interestin happened that night.
    Friday was the start to a crazy weekend. on Friday, i had to go deliver gifts as part of an Angel Tree project at church. it was me, Nin, Sherry, and Kev A. Christy came to help but left early. so at first we all went in Nin's Impala to drop off a few houses. then we came home, picked up some gifts, then Sherry and Nin went to drop off some gifts, while me and Kev handled the rest. off the 3 or 4 houses, we managed 1, but they complained that they got the wrong gift. we havent talked to them since lol. we kept gettin lost, and it got too late that we had to stop and continue late. there was kids club at Kevin and Anita's house, which me and Kev went straight to. i thought i could drop by and leave early, but that didnt happen. i ended up havin to stay till the end. Nin and Nan came towards the end. we left after it was done, while dinner was bein served. we dropped off Nin's car, then went to chicken and rice. i noticed cops were driving around and ignored the first time. i saw them again but didnt think anythin would happen. on line i saw Ron and Matt!!! Ron had mentioned that they were givin out tickets, so i went to see wat happened with my car. wat happens? they write me a PARKING TICKET!!!! this is in the same spot that i've always parked in before. its a $115 ticket, i'm thinkin of writin a letter to fight it. that spoiled my nite. i dropped off Nin and Nan and went home and went to sleep at like 2 or 3.
    Saturday, i woke up at 12, but didnt do much durin the day. at nite, i went to Josh and Justin's house for a christmas eve party. it was fun, there was wine but i didnt drink (of course). i left from there around 1am after gettin there at 8pm. there was dinner, small prayer, some movies, and Xbox.  so comin back i'm came upon heavy, HEAVY fog!!! like it was just insane, reminded me of the movie "The Fog". one time i was goin 35 but i had to slam on the brake cause i saw a STOP sign too late and had to slam on the brakes and turn left to avoid hittin the curb in front. of course i have stick, so i had to also hold the clutch so i wouldnt stall. but luckily, i made it. and, it was a main road, so luckily, there were no cars coming!! i had to drive pretty slow for a while, it was kinda scary, how it showed up outta nowhere. i made it home at like 1:30, slept at 2:30. 
    Sunday was church. service was at 8:30, i thought it was at 8, so i figured i'd sleep in, but my dad woke me up and said we have to go. so i got ready and of course i was 10 minutes late, as usual. but everything went perfect and smoothly, except for one mic which didnt seem to be connected. afterwards, there was breakfast at church, but it was kinda cold, so i didnt eat much. after church, i went straight to my cousin's house. my parents went home to change and came. we had lunch there. there was a family from Tennessee who was invited for lunch. we were there for lunch and stayed and talked for a while. then we left in the evening and went home. i got home and chilled for a bit before sleeping. i slept at 8:30pm last nite and woke up this morning at 9:35!!! Nan had called 3 times but i totally missed it cause i was passed out (and not even drunk! ). 
     i didnt do much Monday, my sister and mom went shoppin in the morning but i didnt go. in the evenin i went to Nin's house cause there was a party there and i was invited. i would've drank, except there were too many youths there. well just cause i drank there doesnt mean i didnt drink before i got there . i had a big bottle of Bacardi before i came, so i was somewat buzzed. but i wasnt too bad, since i had to drive. we had fun there, it was a good time. we played cards most of the time, it was 28 that we played. even after everyone left, me, Nin, Nan, and an uncle played. i had my high points and low points but i'm better than before. i got home arounf 1:45 last nite, and woke up at 10:35 today, but didnt actually get up till like 1 lol.
    only highlight for today, was that i returned my uniform for security officer, so thats officially over. now i need to find a freakin job. damn, i wanted to write some random things but i have wayy too much writin here. i'll end it at this. take care...

2 times i tried updating and wat happens? stupid FF closes for no f-in reason! so now i'm updatin from IE and copy-pasting into FF (i confess, this really is attempt #3):
    i'll try to write wat i remember. well last Wednesday, i had gotten sick, but i took medicine so i'm kinda better now, i been feelin little sick this week though. last Thursday it snowed!  i was soo happy bout that. i woke up at 6:30 (well someone called me at 6:30 lol) so i went shoveling 6:45-7:30. but it was snowing 4:30-10, so it seemed like i didnt do much since snow kept piling on. when my mom came she thought i was just sleepin instead of shoveling. i told her bout it then she understood.
    Friday, was christmas practice. even though i was sick, i wasnt gonna stay home and no nothing. so i went to christmas practice which was ok. after practice, me and Anoop went to see "Syrania". it was a pretty good movie. not much action, but more of a thinking movie. even though i'm into action i really liked it. it was exactly 2 hrs long (yes i checked times ), show was at 11:50, it started at 12:14, and we were outside at 2:20. so since it was late, i slept over Anoop's house that nite. i didnt actually sleep till 5am and woke up at around 9am.
    Saturday practice was again at 10:30, but we left at 10:35 lol, so of course we got there pretty late. but no one can start without Anoop so we were safe. practice was till about 3. i went home, showered and got ready. there was an Ecumenical program at church, meanin we had a service with the other 2 groups that we share the church with. that was about 4:30-7. i went with my dad, i left my car at home. there was caroling before this program and my dad prob drove, so he was really tired, so i had the truck for the nite. durin the message, i got so sick that i had to go home, and get my jacket, some cough drops and medicine (i had only a sweater over a T-shirt and jeans on, and i was gonna take NyQuil, but since i drove, i took DayQuil). after the program was day 5 of caroling. my dad let me take the truck so all the guys were with me for that nite. caroling went ok as usual. we played truth or dare, it was alright. after the whole caroling i had to go back to church cause my dad had to put some stuff away in church, and Nanu's car was there too. so after that, me and my dad went home.
    Sunday was church. of course i was late, but i didnt get in too much trouble. i had to put gas before i went cause i was literally out of gas, like the line was ON the E. after church, there was more christmas practice at Achen's parsonage. so we went from church, after havin lunch, to the parsonage. practice was long and same as usual. after practice came Day 6 of caroling. it was...interesting. we met up for only 3 or 4 houses since practice ran so late. but we still had fun though. some stuff happened durin truth or dare that got me pissed, and that spoiled my mood on Sunday. on that note...
    time to vent...so mad crap's been happenin here, among my friends. and its weird we should be messin with other churches, not ourselves. but no, they have other plans. so after all the shyt thats happened so far, i decided too much damage has been done, and its all happened to me, and now i'm definitely moving out of Jersey, no matter wat anyone tells me. its funny, i hear that i have a big heart, that i can take anythin that comes my way. well everyone has their breakin point, but somehow, mine was found and broken, and everyone took advantage of that. so yea, i know that one of my New Year's resolutions is to get the hell out of Jersey as soon as i can. first i have to find a job, get some money, then get a navigation system for my car, so i know where i'm goin, then money for an apartment. so far the only affordable place that i've found is North Carolina. i heard Texas is affordable too, but it seems...kinda boring. i'll have to take a trip to NC to see how it really is. cant wait till that day that i get out of here...
    ok i'm sorry bout the depressin post, i been wantin to write it for a while, i know i'll prob forget bout this and write the ending again, i'm just pissed. for one thing, FF closed on me TWICE, when i had a good amount written, and nothin is goin good so far, so yea...ok time for some happy stuff . i sooo cant wait till this weekend! its gonna be a really crazy weekend. tomm is the last day of christmas practice, Saturday is Tony's wedding, which'll take up the whole day, and Sunday is Christmas service. Tony's wedding is gonna be crazy cause i got a whole new look going, new tie, new shirt, and some "accessories". plus me and some guys have somethin planned so it'll be hilarious! best part is, i'm leadin the guys for that. on Sunday i'm in the christmas service. not only am i singing, i'm one of the Kings (wise men). and wats better, i'm the first one to come out, so this is definitely my weekend, i soo cant wait. i know i'll be in a happy mood on Sunday nite or Monday. ok i know i wrote more than before, and now i can actually enter it in lol. well i'll update either tomm or Sunday, so take care...